It is time to let go

It is time to let it go
It is time to say goodbye
Another chapter in my life
Opening another door
For something I can hope
To hold dear and adore.
An aching heart I leave
When I said farewell
To your nervous pleas
Of which I could not answer
Draining down this empty sewer.
But understand I care
Much more than I can say
So this goodbye will be so hard to bear
But in my heart you will always stay.
Put it all away
Store it in a box
All these precious memories
That I can no longer face;
Let it all fade into this backdrop
That is called life.

I am wishing you were here

I am wishing you were here
That the sky would unfold
And drop you by the stream
Where I first met you.

I am wishing you were here
For many nights have been spent alone
Cold sheets that chill my bones
As clear as the day you left.

I am wishing you were here
To comfort me in my time of need
To brush away these burning tears
As every memory of you passes through my mind.

I am wishing you were here
Praying a thousand times over
To any God or Goddess that will listen
And hopefully answer my pleading screams.

I am wishing you were here
So many things I wish I could say
Of which I regret never speaking
Knowing that is now forever too late.

I am wishing you were here
Standing in the moonlight
Looking ever so elegant and serene
Dancing weightlessly on that beautiful stream.

I am wishing you were here once again
That death would surrender you into my arms
So that these sleepless nights no longer plague me
And you at my side for all eternity.

Lost in a world of confusion

Lost in an world of confusion
A twisted love
A torrent of lies
What truly does my heart say.
Flirtatious comments
Harmless and fun
But possibly, unwillingly alluring.
Mind is racing
Neurons of the brain working fervently
To untangle this mass of the unknown
Trying to unlock the answer that lies hidden.
Absolutely having not a clue
No idea of what to say or act
Give me a sign, give me a reason
Give me something that solves all my problems.